halfway through a's with 10 more days and 2 more subjects to go....
had high fever and was vomiting like the day before gp paper... went to the clinic and had to wait for like 2 hours and mind you, its a pte clinic la and my consultation with the doc only lasted 5mins. scam.
felt like crap throughout gp and the seating arrangement was fcked up. i was sitting right by the front door and the smelly bin and the invigilators were so distracting walking in and out and talked somemore. so screwed. what if i fail gp, there's nowhere i can go la.. AND MATH. @#$!@#$!@#$ cpx no.! nvm. shall not rant anymore.. i feel like crying, shouting and pulling my hair. had never felt so frustrated and disappointed with myself. geog was ok BUT not a single thing that i expected came out. tell me about it...
was thinking about the past, how i was carried through the exam periods by Him. guess i've forgotten how to TRUST or maybe i'm a forsaken child. i dont know, i just feel so discouraged and hopeless now. gosh, how to survive?!?! i'll prolly be in depression state after this whole episode.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
