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am i looking at everything in a negative perspective..? or is it happening?
friends whom i used to be close with and whom i call them my clique are drifting away.. or m i the one drifting?
we went for a so called dinner tgt.. n i left 20mins after... i really dunno wat to say or tok to them abt.. i jus feel that the bond and frenship is gone forever. nothing can really salvage wat is happening now.. n the fact is no1 in the dumbass muthu clique actually asked me wat had made the grp disintegrate. but the problem is i dunno wat is happening too! i guess, its bcos i jus dun nid that kinda company..
denise came to my rescue at 5.50 when i called at 5.10.. u rock man! muacks! we went to makan n catch up.. i guess i toked the most todae out of the other days in the week. den after that we went to play pool with alex, weil and tbh. man! i miss 4e5 like shit! gathering two pls! =)
aniways, im hanging out with guys in my cls now, and ppl are sprouting nonsense that im a flirt who has countless of boyfriends in school. amanda and christina had to remind me that i have to get a christian boyfriend if i ever want to.. n they asked if im tgt with bla. i was like,' i know wat im doing.. and NO NO NO, im not tgt with him.' wth! i did nth with nobody!
im part of the 'outcasts' in class now and no1 even bothered to listen to how i'm feeling except for shatricia. but she too, doesn't really know how i feel mainly bcos we dunno each other well.. i still thank her for listening to my rantings though.
i've been failing test after test... im one of the last one in the cls. its really demoralising.. i try to console myself by thinking that im not as good as them bcos i studied in a neighbourhood school and i dun take triple science! im slow and hafta learn things by the hard way..
as days go by, i feel like quitting college. i wonder if it's too late to do so.
Friday, April 21, 2006
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