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i'm frustrated, not angry for goodness sake!
it all started on friday. during phy remedial. i got very low for my phy pop test.. but the prob is that mr yip introduced a new 'exciting game' which incoporates the marks of our pop test... sucks! my grp, delta got the highest avg(68.7/85, which is an a1), despite me who did badly for the test. i was quite guilty we couldn't do even better den that. however, ppl just cant keep their mouth shut at these times... they hafta (what the chinese say) rub salt into ur wound. tis particular teammate of mine said, ' ql.. heng u nv get very high, or else we cannot get the highest improvement the nxt time round.' i was like wth. i shut up, and ignored him the whole afternoon.
but after that worst thgs started! i wanted to go home so badly bcos it's oreadi 5.30pm. but my cme was trying to thk of ways to finish or start our project. we are the last few teams who havent present, and the only team who haven't complete our project!! tis clsmate of mine, i donno whether she noes the other 3 of us are waiting for her anots. since she was the ndp i/c of my cls, she went to check on the necessary stuffs, but after that, she went to find her stead! in addition, she nv even ask us to give her a minute or somethg of that sort! jus walk off...! i was so so so pissed. i went to find her, told her ' do u noe we are waiting for u?' de she said ok but didnt come immediately back to the clsrm until 5-10mins later. den we started to 'discuss' more of arguing ok. the discussion seems to be like btween me and her, the other 2 fellows didnt even bother, futhermore, they sat like 3 metres away frm us.. so they call tis a project discussion?!?! so i blew up! couldnt stand it anymore. nobody accompanied me to walk at all, denise n guys jus left the sch w/o even saying! wth! wat frens r they?!?! is 'ql, we leaving first ok?' hard to say? ahhh! so i walked home, hope nobodi saw me crying on the way home.
on msn, i told ppg. ppg say i pms. but halo.. no!
i'm ok after that, period.
the nxt day, i didnt plan to go to the cls preparation for the ndp. my cls chairwoman, one of the newly discovered 38s in my cls(identified by me' , called and asked me tis.' u still wanna be the mascot?' (pls note tt she didnt say a hello or anythg, jus poof straight to the point) i was like ' anythg.' indeed very shocked by wat she said.. after that she rang me up again ' y u nv come to the preparation thg?' i said ' im going to church todae.' den she hang my call. damn. fine! i knew that somethg mus haf happened that... mus be one of the 38 talks again... so i msg her tis ' if u dun wan me to be the mascot anymore, jus find a replacement. i'm fine with it. dun nid to indirectly prompt me to quit' they really pushed me to the end... it's been long since i tok to some1 like that. after that she replied me, ' u angry arh.. sorry' ya la ya la. hyprocrite.my reply to her was that its MY fault i could not go n help. i said SORRY when it's not even MY fault. i didnt wanna go is partly bcos of that i/c and bcos i had to go for svc!
so i heard frm my close close fren who nv lies, nv breathe a single vulgarity b4, nv scold ppl b4 kind, that they gossip abt those who nv go n help. of cos, being the no. 1 enemy of that ndp i/c i was not spared either.. the other 38 frens of hers oso joined in the 'fun'. so i heard that they said ql has:
1) changed alot, not liddat one ( hello? who are the ones who chg... at least i chg for the better, at least i dun haf a bf at tis young age. at least im not like U! doing those thgs at hdb blocks.)
2)pms. (hey! i passed bio for THAT chapter teaching us to count our days of menstration. too bad yea... try harder nxt time.)
so wats the real reason why i acted like that the other day... hahs! wake up ur idea, dude, try harder nxt time.
so today, for the sake of not inviting gossips anymore. i rushed frm PE at CITY HALL to BOONLAY, GEK POH to meet my REAL FRENS, PPG.
reached the hse where we are supposed to do the mascots and stuffs, ONLY PPG, TRACY, LESLIE, SHILA was there. n the reason why the i/c was not there was bcos of her RELIGIOUS CLS! hahs! so wats the thg u're trying to derive here? racism?! only u can go for ur religious cls w/o blames and for me, going to church is a 'TABOO' for U IDIOTS? i put my religion as a priority for goodness sake, i'm sure u too. so cut it ok! what's the use of wanting to get the 'most patriotic cls' tis yr but u urself being a racist?!?!
i've finished wat i wanna say. ppl esp. the 38s who thinks i am toking abt u, thats ur prob. if u have done nth of that sort, good for u. but the 38s, i dun care if u are against me or against Jesus. its my belief, none of ur buisness. stop poking ur noses into evythg! i have the freedom to choose wat i wanna believe, pls give a lil bit of respect to me. thank you!
but if i hurt any one of ur feelings, sorry den. but tis is my blog. i nid to vent my problems here, or else i might suffocate!
reason why i nv blog. too tired larhs. pls o's coming in 11 weeks. blog wat?!?! got future arhs?
Sunday, August 07, 2005
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