mrs hong asked me, "where is the confidence you had last yr?" at that moment.. wells, to say the truth, tears were welling up in my eyes le...
the answer, i'll never find out..
but frankly, i didnt know the answer wats! copper() oxide+ sodium hydroxide... but yea.. if i were the old me, i wud haf abruptly jus shout out wat i thk the answer is... (which i tot was oxygen.. but no! its no gas is produced!)
comparing my results now and the past... how big is the difference! from position 7 to 15. pls clap! damn!
i cant recall how many times i've been trying to remind myself to buck up...! but it always lasted for a few days and then it'll diminish...
my dream of going to sajc just seems to be drifting away.. it's just like plunging down straight from the waterfall to the plunge pool. everybody knows how soon it will reach the bottom. u might get drown and never be able to come up the surface again...
denise said that im starting to get real forgetful... yea. agreed. i cant even recall wher i put my chem notebk and started screaming at alex for not taking care of it.
and i really duno who my real frens are in tis blardy school. karen? denise? the old 2e4 gers? none! nobody knows wats happening in my life or wat im thinking about.. nobody ever knows how i really feel. ppl will see me as if im very bubbly and chirpily everyday.. but there's more things uncoverd bhind that happy mask..
i think i have really disappointed many in my life... i makes me feel that im a good-for-nothing. damn! i wanna revise my work but everytime when i wanna start i will feel so tired.. i'll begin yawning and den thumps! i fall flat on my bed...
i asked myself before.. is tis wat i wan in life? of cos not! my future is to stay in a condo with my happy family... having a stable job myself and a car that's all mine... i wan my kids to be beautiful,smart, cute and everythg nice.. and i dun hafta to worry abt money at all. and i could buy for my kids watever they wan.. the latest toys and electronic gadgets... thats that.
i duno wat to say.. i jus feel so lethargic now. i wanna sleep. homework? revision?
Friday, July 15, 2005
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