i nid help! realli.. i cant breathe. my heart is beating slow... its stopping.
tmr's bio paper 1 2 3. hais... drank like 2cans of red bull. cant slp tonite.. got lots to study n gotta finish up my ten yr series too... i wanna do well, i tried to work hard... but evrytime the results seemed to be the same...
im so troubled. i jus nid to get some thgs settled or else it will cause my results to drop, my relationship with God to fade... yea. i admit i still love him though i tot i haf forgotten him n all.. but actually the feeling is still lingering... i haf tried hard to shake it far far away.. but... its still floating around me... its haunting me. i guess i've far too many wrong decisions recently... n 2oo5 seems to be a bad yr for mi.. help mi lord!
i may act dao n dun seem to care when ppl say hurting thgs to me.. but actually i break dwn very easily.. n i admit im very fragile n weak. wateva~ but tts me. so u! yesh u! i wanna settle the problem we have... we nid to! asap. dun drag.. its not gonna benefit any parties... stop ignoring me.. its not gonna help mi too... i thk u realli dunno mi...
i nid to go mug. mug real hard. best is mug until i die, den dun nid to take exams liaos...
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
linzi
050689
jjc
touch rugby