i guess aiming for pjc is more realistic for underachievers like me... sajc is jus too much of prestige. i cant c a future of myself studying in tt sch though i've been aiming for it since the day i got my psle results. wells.. i guess i really feel the tension now... went to all jc websites n found tt im only left with jjc n pjc.. n i hate jjc to the core. thus leaving me with pjc... hais. i duno how to do well in olevel larhs. someone teach me? after tis mye, im like completely drained n demoralised. i dun wana get back my results. if im given a second chance, i wud haf started revising 2mths b4 mye. regret. or maybe i cant even get into a jc?!? arggghh! i nid help with my studies!
though today is sorta the last day of my exams.. i cant find a reason for me to go out n chill. i did studied..? i thk i did. but not tt hard... i didnt put in enuff effort. hais... my disastrous results will show... =' esp my hist paper. i expect to get 12 marks by writing 6 sentences for seq? *rolls eyes. im stress but i guess not stress enuff... gonna mug hard for olevel chinese which is on the 30th may. 17 days left.. can u believe it?!?! time's flying... n time waits for no man. i noe i noe...
depression period? no larhs... reflection period... time to wake up. forget abt him. 6mths liaos lehs. why m i still so emotionally attached to him?? moreover, he's leaving for the better. i nid to clean up my room too. so messy. definitely not a conducive environment to study in. n oso do lotsa tys! i seriously nid to buck up or i'll fail olevel!
LORD! i NID YOU!
Friday, May 13, 2005
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