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an hour ago, i was called out by my bro to the living room. he demanded me to write my monthly spenditure. i felt weird. asked him y do i haf to do so.. he reprimanded mi by saying, when i ask u to do thgs jus do. no ys... tts him. since he's a commando. im jus like his soldier. wateva. i took like half an hr to write it. cos i was crying, asking myself wat wrong did i commit to actually get such treatment.. n oso at the same time saw some thgs at frenster which i obviously shudnt haf gone to look. as yannoe commando guys like to f___, shit, b___ n all these crap language. f___ b___, how long u wanna take to write tt f___ stuff... i was crying like shit i tell u.. thgs are going haywire in tt single fatal hr..
yea. so the verdict frm my bro is tt im spending too much.. wells. no comments. n im treating my mum badly.. coming home late n all these larhs... but sometimes lecture sessions with him is torturing.. he expects u to look at him when he talks, no fiddling with thgs, no shaking legs, cnt diao him n all these larhs. wells.. but most of the time he makes sense in wat he say.. i kinda respect him but yet at the same time detest him. cos his lectures actually wakes mi up n remind mi abt real life. he told mi tis 'aim high, though the end results may fall short, but at least u noe u tried ur best n at the end of the whole thg u cant stop smiling.' ya.. i noe alot of ppl say these kinda stuffs but its actually more convincing when someone who has gone through all these lectures u on the topic... his life in sec sch (ah beng) now in saf(top few commandos who pass the hell week test...) ya. i respect him. but he ask mi to write reports which is really irritating... abt my goals n dos n don'ts.. n we'll be having progress review at the end of this month. my life is being highly controlled. im jus like a robot. hais.. but wat to do? who ask mi in this family... but i dun regret. n i never will i regret.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
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