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haf i realli changed? hais` sometimes i dun understand myself too... y m i doing such stoopid thgs which will obviously make ppl hate mi.. i noe tt n yet i do it. isnt it stoopid? i admitted i did it... n ya. im very sorry. n i noe i shudnt haf said such atrocious thgs after tt. but i guess it doesnt matter to u too... at tis point of time, its not u hurting me.. but me 'committing suicide', stabbing myself.. i guess tts a better way out. if ur trust towards me has disappeared (n u said it did), i wun blame anyone but myself cos i brought it to myself. n yepps.. i thk i've changed. but the love for u have not changed at all... can someone help me?
i yet to regain the smile tt i always used to carry cos consequences in life has made me reconsider perspectives in my life. n faking smiles is really not me... but wat to do? i've to carry burdens with me into the examination hall which is like 8 days away frm now? i c all ppl ard megetting tensed up n evryting but me? i dun seem to feel tt way... i dunno y too. MYE has demoralised me. n i hafta pick myself up frm there or else im gonna suffer (n it seems tt i m right now) i thk i just nid some concern. hais` n it goes back to u again.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
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