awwwwwwwww. im sho tired. both physically and mentally... been through sucha mental torment. but i brought all these to myself.. ql rmb? hais` wonder how long i wud take to forget this whole bloody thg.. hahas. but maybe i shud learn nv to trust one so easily... he ACTED as if he accounted evrythg to his cell leader.. but the bloody truth was tt he didnt.. AT ALL... makes mi feel so pissed off. y in the first place ask mi out when u didnt want to go out wif mi... trying to make mi a fool rites?? NICHOLAS SIT IS AN IDIOT. by lying to mi.. he's oso lying to his cell leader, my young ma... N God! i realli wanna kill him. like wat i told qiumin. todae service was a commitment for the youths to stay single until they are sure they met the right one. wells. tht idiot actually raised his hand tooo... blardy` i thk his skin too thick or sumthg... mus go surgery to remove some extra skin... or i'll help. by taking a butcher knife n chop it all off. when young ma told mi abt ur cell leader not knowing anythg abt the date... i wanted to scold u like hell! or even give u a tight slap... but now since i made a commitment to God n to young ma to not tok to u for the nxt 2mths.. a time for mi to reflect on myself n to concentrate on God.. i felt so proud of myself... control frm toking to a big fat liar i loved so dearly... i really cant imagine u're sucha person... misjudgment by ms cheang. hais` n apparently, he still doen't noe his lies had burst. how sad ya.
todae signed up for encounter. decided not to go for the msia trip lerhs... yepps. felt the urgency to go lorhs. aniways... we shud put God first rites.. furthermore im completing sumthg tt has eternal implications.. iszt it better to go to encounter? =D
hmms. tis post is like so bad arhs.. mi shouting my head off... hais` wat else can i do other den this hurs? look at his blog... after ytd's sermon, he's still SO SO SO SO blardy sure tt SHE's the one... ahahas` im not mean. N-O no! but... there's tis sumthg in him tts so scary... he's like getting deceptions frm the evil once n again... i duno wat else to say. n how much i sae. i cant help him.
orites. todae. gonna go help mama buy CNY goods. go tut. do hmwk. STUDY FOR BIO. omigosh. i haven started. hais`
so.. cya. buais.
Sunday, February 06, 2005
