gosh. im tired. sleep as much as i cud but still so tired. nxt week's the last week for eoy le. gonna play hard after that..
well well... nxt week's got bio exams.. i dunno a shit abt it..all thanks to mrs wong..! i LURRRRRRRVVVVVEEEEEEEEE her to the core.. i noe i shud'nt blame but its her teaching that has a prob.. i thk onli 1 out of my entire cls population ACTUALLY understands wat she sae.. or rather how she blabber. its terrible u noe. we r a cls filled of passion for biology initially, however after her cummin into our cls, i thk our passion has disappeared completely. wats the prob wif her man... hai- i dun wanna fail u noe.. its lik tis eoy im not gonna do well le... cnt b in top 10 le... i suddenly feel so.. well.. powerless? hai- im afraid abt makin my mum disappointed.. as u noe... she isnt veri satisfied wif mi goin into tis sch... n of cos she wun care even if i get good grades in tis sch.. havin a sis who is a teacher in a prestigious school, it made thgs worse for mi... often being compared... u noe the pressure? i doubt.
im skipping church service todae. again... cant cope wif my biology le... its like one whole chunk of textbook info... i understand nothing abt the mammal transportation thg... especially the various names of the veins arteries.. wat sia... gotta go for maths tution later... gotta tell tutor abt the disasters of my additional maths paper... terribly done... fumbled even at the sight of the first question.. well.. go imagine abt the rest of the paper... hai- i nv got less den 70 for my a maths b4 lehs.. i thk tis will b the first.. n probably the beginnin... i've got so many thgs to worry abt.. or rather lotsa subjects to worry abt.. done badly for chem, add maths, hist, social studies... oh yeah... for the sbq of hist n ss i dunno wat the heck the sources r tokin abt.. total shit.
chinese is the nxt disaster.. used to my strong subject.... oh yeah... not so ever since loo cum into the picture.. i wan mdm ng bac!!!
i protest to blss!!! i wan a chg of teachers!!!
-triple puis- ='(
Saturday, October 09, 2004
